I deny the pain

The suffering of existence and living is what we deny every day. If we are able to bring it to awareness, we may be able to turn it into a profession, method or work of art. Similar to what Hephaestus did in his workshop, Van Gogh exhibited in his paintings and Kafka reflected them in his writings.

Denying my suffering turned me into a bipolar maniac.

This painting is related to the period when I was examining myself through my subconscious and my dreams and was not aware of my illness. This work changes every time I talk to the audience about how it was created. It seems that we are transforming into something new together. This work reminds me of myself and frees me from me.