After much of the US went into lockdown in early March 2020, I began following midwives as they
navigated new protocols caused by the Covid-19 pandemic. By photographing the midwives, I
explored what it means to bear life in a time of sorrow and grief. The midwives’ phones rang
endlessly with calls from terrified women hoping to deliver safely in their homes. With hospitals
flooded and many banning partners from the delivery room, the possibility of going through
childbirth without a mask and in a familiar setting seemed, to these women, like the only option.
Amid a Covid surge in late 2021, I started documenting midwives in West Michigan. Many of their
patients have tested positive, refused to get vaccinated, or wear masks during their appointments.
They are on the frontline of seeing Covid complications in pregnant women. The midwives are
understaffed, overwhelmed and burnt out after the two years of working under extreme stress.
Midwives provide guidance and guardianship rooted in generational wisdom, combining medical
expertise with emotional support. This work takes place under the shadow of an overturned Roe
vs. Wade. The midwives are adamant about empowering women to make their own choices and
shape their own bodily experiences by terminating a pregnancy or giving birth at home. Though
this work started as a pandemic project, it became about so much more. Women's health and
bodies as they are under attack.
At a time marked by separation and death, these stories of connection, care, and birth are
especially healing. Childbearing and the work of midwives is not well documented; the realities of
childbirth are still taboo. When a difficult process is made even harder by restrictive laws, the need
to be honest about childbirth and our own bodies is even more important. Each of these stories is
unique and it is crucial to this project to present a diversity of mothers and birth workers, and not
just a whitewashed version. The pandemic and recent changes to laws have disproportionately
affected women, and this project illuminates some of the burdens they must bear.
