Before… I thought no body could know about such a feeling. I felt a heavy pressure to be better than before. Moreover, I had felt a heavy burden for my tight schedule, so I felt scared of waking up in the morning. I thought that I was just alone. However, there were some people who approached me to lean against them, encouraging me to stand up again. The time just before dawn is darkest. Soon, your Sun would rise up. It would be a shame to give it up now. So, let me endure more at any rate. I feel most grateful to those who promised to pray for me, being beside me. Owing to their support and encouragement, I have stood up. I draw my painting with such a gratitude of mine contained.