In 2010 I suffered a near death experience. After my recovery I began to have visions, or hallucinations, which came to me in vivid color, as little films, it was a language I could not understand. The hallucinations made me vividly aware of the fact that what I call shapes, colors, and textures in the outside world are also states of my nervous system, that is, of me. In knowing each vision, I had come closer to knowing the self. The visions were me speaking to me by way of the unknown.