Sea brought nostalgic memories to me as my hometown was located by the sea. Sea made me excited with her... Read More
Sea brought nostalgic memories to me as my hometown was located by the sea. Sea made me excited with her sparkling water waves. However, the fact is that I become a coward when I go into the water. I could not even swim and the only action that I could do was to struggle to breathe and flounder in the water.
Nonetheless, I loved the sea. In time, my fear vanished and I missed the beautiful sea again. I filmed this video in an artist residency in July 2018 in Rota, Spain, and in October 2018 in Scotland. I had written a short synopsis about my double-sidedness feeling in Glasgow where I am currently living and shot this story in a small town: Rota, Spain last summer and in Scotland. This video shows my confused feelings about myself. I like myself but I also hate myself, I sometimes feel the coexistence of emotions that can’t actually coexist together.
* The title of the music in this film is 'Tide in mind' that I composed in Spain.