Breakup in 9 Scenes

On the morning you disappeared and deactivated your account, I wrote 'Breakup in 9 scenes'. A day after the military took power. I wasn't angry at you, I wasn't angry at me, I was disappointed. Which loss is paralysing me more? How does one live disappointment? What is the physical action associated with disappointment? Anger is much easier. Sadness is much easier. Hatred is the easiest. But I don't hate you. You are too innocent to hate. We were too innocent to win.