In my artistic journey, the
idea of preserving my “Inner Child's Room" has become a focal point. This
intimate space, my "Inner Home," is a microcosm that accompanies me
through the twists and turns of life, especially during the upheaval of
immigration.
In my video installation, I
bring to life the image of a mobile inner Children's Room, where my childhood
fantasies unfold. In this piece, my Inner Child is symbolically cradled within
a sphere, representing a safe and secure space. This art installation tells
about the resilience of the human spirit and enduring power of childhood
memories in preserving our sense of self amid the flux of life.
My psychological defenses
protect me from the profound pain of losing my roots and homeland. These
mechanisms help me displace distressing thoughts, allowing me to navigate life
without being overwhelmed by constant sorrow. Yet, in the midst of this
turmoil, I need a lifeline - something to keep me afloat as I am carried along by
life's currents. For me, this lifeline is my cherished childhood memories,
which I metaphorically carry in my pocket.
As an immigrant, I search for
new ground to establish my home, moving forward with courage, exploring new
experiences, learning new languages, and forging new friendships. My Inner
Child, a vibrant part of my personality, needs the nurturing presence of my Inner
Parent to guide me along unfamiliar paths. Through my art projects, I seek
tools of support for myself and for those who share similar stories.
I have come to realize that
the ultimate point of support is my Inner Home, where my Inner Child and Inner
Parent coexist, enveloped in unconditional self-love. This is the essence
conveyed by a lullaby—the ancient melody designed to soothe and comfort.
The
installation is a projection of a child's room in the format of memories of the
room.
The video
is 30 seconds long. Animation of hand-drawn graphics based on a photograph of a
carpet from my childhood room.
Art object
- a handmade glass ball and a wooden figurine representing the image of the
Inner Child. Material wood, paint. handmade. On the floor there will be a
carpet of 2 x 3 meters on which the audience can sit to watch the video. The
material of the carpet is rough linen, handmade. Silhouettes of toys are
embroidered on the carpet. There will also be real old toys painted in white.
The toys,
the rug, the cushions are all interactive and the viewer can interact with them
