Mute servant
Your dreams, your goals. They shine, they call on the horizon. From the happiness of having found a dream that is worth living for, it wants to be made true and lived. There is only this one path! You strive for your destiny with distinction, you have an unconditional plan, a mission. You believe in yourself! Immaculate, inexperienced, undeluded. You see it as a benediction, you take advantage of the opportunity and strive for fulfillment. Your virginal mindset allows you to move forward prudently. Subtle messengers from your consciousness continually raise questions. Is your actions reputable? Does your desire legitimize your servitude? The insatiable, unscrupulous powerful ones show you your limits and deny you the way out. Unscrupulous, greedy, dominant and without any remorse, they force you. You endure it obediently and submissively. They have a nose for your innocent, naive desire! Despite the inner turmoil and disapproval of your soul, you endure it. You learn to serve and to be silent. Is this allowed? You want it so much! There are no second chances! You try to defend yourself and say “no”... but the fear of mediocrity, failure and the collapse of your dream prevents you from resisting! Out of shame you serve for life... you remain silent... you eat it up and die inside. Despite increasing disillusionment, you have achieved your goal! But the unresolved emptiness within you wants to seduce you into an all-encompassing liberation strike! But you serve and have finally fallen silent.
