This is the second part of the "Forray Forever" project, first started in 2018.
If in the previous pictures I took back in 2018 what I wantet to portray was the feeling of confronting your own perversions for the first time with an infant eye and being ashemed, scared by them but at the same time intrigued and driven by morbid curiosity;
what I wanted to do now was to portray the feeling that comes after you start to feel more comfortable with your own sexuality and perversions and plunge deeper into them. the discovery is that everything is raw, ugly and disappointing but at the same time you can't and you don't want to go away from it, because even if this is not what you expected to be, at least it makes you feel.