I The Flame
Vandana
2018
Performance (Long Durational)
175 Hours (22 days)
Marina Abramovic Institute MAI (bacc, Bangkok Art Biennale 2018)
DESCRIPTION
This performance is an experiment and an effort to shift the level of
consciousness from Concentration to Awareness and from thinking to Not
thinking. It explores the connection and the relationship one has with
one’s own Self using the burning candle as a tool to avoid thinking.
When the mind is thinking, imagining or recalling past, it is absent
from the present because of the lost connection with the Inner Self – The Happy State!
The gesture of constantly gazing at the flame is a challenge for the
mind to stay in the present moment. I remind my mind by audibly saying –
I’m looking at the flame., to come back to the present moment again whenever any thought crosses my mind.
I light a new candle if the eyes look away from the flame by chance. I
light another candle just before the current candle is going to be
finished to maintain the constancy and flow of the energy, and an
uninterrupted smooth shifting of the gaze from one to another flame.
The automatic prolongation of the very basic movements of eating,
walking and sitting in the performance due to the constant connection
with the flame indicates the irony of our being disconnected
and lost most of the time in our day-today life while doing the same
acts without awareness, in other words, actually not experiencing the living of life!
The title of the piece, I The Flame, directly comes from the
phenomenon of oneness and reunion, in other words, identification with
the Inner Self or the Soul who actually resides in a body in form of a
flame as described in Hindu scriptures.
