Autumn has given me two feelings, or they are opposing. One is the joyous occasion of autumn harvest, and the other is the sorrow of separation when the autumn wind rises and yellow leaves fall, with half joy and half sorrow in the mood. The color of autumn is golden, heavy, and the color of harvest should be incredibly joyful. On the other hand, I try to directly convey the opposing emotions of joy and sorrow in the painting through thick color blocks and heavy hitting techniques.