This was a sort of Self portrait i did of myself back in July 2020. I wanted guidance so i drew about asking for guidance.
I might have monsters often in my old drawings but that is just because, it represents the ego. 10 years ago after being severely bullied for being "too shy and quiet", i changed school and decided to create a new name for the new me. I created Max. I could make of Max whatever i wanted him to be and so i did. I created max and babied him. I could use him to be whatever i wanted to be. i wasn't trapped by my past anymore. Max became my new ego, the good monster.
If i had to interpret this drawing, i started from right to left, so it was a building up of thoughts finalising to the guidance i was craving at that moment in my life which i eventually got.