Phoenix Nirvana refers to the phoenix that burns in the fire and lives to death, burns in the fire, and regenerates and regenerates, and obtains eternal life.
In a two-year marriage, I couldn’t accept my ugly face. It became so terrible, and I couldn’t accept how my husband was such a person. Once I got angry and numb my entire arm, curled up like a paralysis and couldn’t move. In fact, this is the feeling of hell.
I went through reading, through life coaching, through meditation, repeatedly, and finally woke up when I went to the vipassana meditation centre as a volunteer this year.
All appearances are false. Everything we see is not what we think, we only see ourselves. Everything in the external experience is created by our inner"heart". When I went deep into my inner world, I learned why I must be one point behind in the end, because in my heart I never really felt that I could pass the Gaokao to study in Tsinghua University.
I cannot tolerate my husband because I have never really accepted and tendered myself, and I have not accepted many of my characteristics.
Real peace and joy are determined by yourself, not externally. I want to create peace, become my original face, and radiate the light of the soul to others to share.
Then there is a new work, Phoenix Nirvana~
I am actually practicing the real integration of life into art, and also using art to explore life. I also call on my students to do the work in this way, and the things that I really feel will impress the viewer, because feeling is the language of the soul. Waking the soul with the soul is the purpose of our coming to this world.
