Sometimes, I thought numerous things. I stand on the mud bottom. Nevertheless, how could I dare to talk about such great issue as redemption or wish that the world would flow correctly or that I would embrace the world? For a long time, I grew up amid the violence, not feeling the lights… So, I wish more strongly for the lights. Since the life I have lived was too harsh, I had to endure numerous pains, wishing keenly for a better life. Someone says that those who have no shade would not understand the lights. The light that I have never had. So, even if I have found a little ember, I embraced it in my heart, caring it preciously. Over time, the little light in my heart would be condensed to become a star. The dim dawn. I believe quite a trifle star would be a star illuminating some body’s heart shaded.